This is one moment in my life that's so simple but really meant the world to me.. For weeks i've been overwhelmed by thoughts, guilt, fears - basically everything - came up on me at once! I was really stressed out and didn't know what to do.. Didn't know how to act.. Didn't know what to decide.. Couldn't even handle the most simple common thing!
Several times i've struggled to solve that puzzle.. Many times i tried to search for answers.. But it just seemed that I'm going round in circles, with no answer to ease my troubles.. I didn't quit *glad i didn't* and kept on searching.. Those were the times when i prayed more than usual *haha that's so me* not to mention all the complaining to my Dear God - for giving me such problems - *which is also, so me, tsk tsk.. i'm terribly sorry for that*
Then one day, i woke up in the morning, quite early in fact *which is not so me haha* and found one message in my inbox.. Who'd text me at that time of day ?? And it just simply said "may i call u?" and i found me heart pounding so fast.. And then we had that talk.. That short little conversation, but full of meaning.. I felt this fire burning inside, and i was so excited during that talk.. And i knew, it was not the person, but it was GOD Himself talking to me at that moment.. "Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us ... " (Luke 24: 32) i really felt that rush that i searched the internet for this quote *haha i'm not really that religious kind who memorizes bible quotes, i don't even read the book =D workin on that, though* but for real.. I was so.. Speechless.. As in positive speechless.. Joyful speechless..
Well.. After this whole story and silly intermezzoes, what i'm *finally* trying to say is that, we tend to forget, how important we are to others.. We often get stuck in our own problems and issues, that we cannot see, that by helping others, we might find a solution for ourselves.. We often don't realize, that the smallest thing we say or do, can mean very much to other people.. So never forget to look around, choose wisely how to act or what to say, and truly open our eyes to the world, because..
We may be only one person in this whole world..
But we can mean the whole world to one person..
-dna-
Several times i've struggled to solve that puzzle.. Many times i tried to search for answers.. But it just seemed that I'm going round in circles, with no answer to ease my troubles.. I didn't quit *glad i didn't* and kept on searching.. Those were the times when i prayed more than usual *haha that's so me* not to mention all the complaining to my Dear God - for giving me such problems - *which is also, so me, tsk tsk.. i'm terribly sorry for that*
Then one day, i woke up in the morning, quite early in fact *which is not so me haha* and found one message in my inbox.. Who'd text me at that time of day ?? And it just simply said "may i call u?" and i found me heart pounding so fast.. And then we had that talk.. That short little conversation, but full of meaning.. I felt this fire burning inside, and i was so excited during that talk.. And i knew, it was not the person, but it was GOD Himself talking to me at that moment.. "Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us ... " (Luke 24: 32) i really felt that rush that i searched the internet for this quote *haha i'm not really that religious kind who memorizes bible quotes, i don't even read the book =D workin on that, though* but for real.. I was so.. Speechless.. As in positive speechless.. Joyful speechless..
Well.. After this whole story and silly intermezzoes, what i'm *finally* trying to say is that, we tend to forget, how important we are to others.. We often get stuck in our own problems and issues, that we cannot see, that by helping others, we might find a solution for ourselves.. We often don't realize, that the smallest thing we say or do, can mean very much to other people.. So never forget to look around, choose wisely how to act or what to say, and truly open our eyes to the world, because..
We may be only one person in this whole world..
But we can mean the whole world to one person..
-dna-
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