Lately i've been thinking much about many many things in my life, including myself of course (wow this sounds so self-centered huh lol). All my life (24 years since i was born, haha) i've been trying hard to know ME a little more, but never really succeed until recently (can't say i'm done by now, though) =D
So many things happened in just such a short time.. All the good and bad things that's seen from my narrow point of view as "good" and "bad" are actually both good AND bad at the same time.. They say we're destined to have a beautiful life that GOD has planned for us, but all we see is messy ruined puzzles that don't even make sense.. *agreed! haha*
And of course this little curious girl inside of me have always been asking why so? how can i see the whole plan? why can't i see it? and it goes on.. But as i stepped out from this "teenager" thing, i was so astonished by all the good things i've missed.. Now i'm starting to understand a bit why things were said and done (can't say i don't regret them, though, but.. haha) at least now i have more patience for the beautiful troubles yet to come in my life..
One thing i learnt from all this is that we can really understand ourselves through our relationship with others.. *TRY THIS, IT REALLY WORKS* lol but seriously, it really does work.. Through every interaction with others, i never stop questioning, simply everything ! But then i found out who i really am.. That others function as mirrors to me.. All i like from them is who i wanna be, and all i dislike is who i avoid to be.. All i love from others is the personality that i show.. And all i hate in others is my "shadow" that i reject as a "part of me" but also shows when i'm under pressure..
This, i believe, is the first step we all should take to be a better person everyday, not only for ourselves, but also for others, mostly our beloved ones, and most important, for HIM who gave us life in the first place ^^
-dna-
So many things happened in just such a short time.. All the good and bad things that's seen from my narrow point of view as "good" and "bad" are actually both good AND bad at the same time.. They say we're destined to have a beautiful life that GOD has planned for us, but all we see is messy ruined puzzles that don't even make sense.. *agreed! haha*
And of course this little curious girl inside of me have always been asking why so? how can i see the whole plan? why can't i see it? and it goes on.. But as i stepped out from this "teenager" thing, i was so astonished by all the good things i've missed.. Now i'm starting to understand a bit why things were said and done (can't say i don't regret them, though, but.. haha) at least now i have more patience for the beautiful troubles yet to come in my life..
One thing i learnt from all this is that we can really understand ourselves through our relationship with others.. *TRY THIS, IT REALLY WORKS* lol but seriously, it really does work.. Through every interaction with others, i never stop questioning, simply everything ! But then i found out who i really am.. That others function as mirrors to me.. All i like from them is who i wanna be, and all i dislike is who i avoid to be.. All i love from others is the personality that i show.. And all i hate in others is my "shadow" that i reject as a "part of me" but also shows when i'm under pressure..
This, i believe, is the first step we all should take to be a better person everyday, not only for ourselves, but also for others, mostly our beloved ones, and most important, for HIM who gave us life in the first place ^^
-dna-
I agreed with you, the more you socialized, the more you learn about yourself, hehehehe
ReplyDeleteNice try mizz!!!
( Biar gaya dikit pake bhs Inggris, biar kata acak2an jg)
hakhakahka thx cu ! jadi yg pertama meramaikan blog g yg baru jadi hihi wah untung ni basa sundanya g ngarti..
ReplyDeleteya begitulah cu.. secara teori g dah tau bgt, tapi baru ngeh nya baru2 ini.. aneh ya.. ^^